Thoughts...

Well, I've been thinking lately and it really stinks that I'm the only girl in class. For a few reasons too:
Yes I notice people tend to go easier on me because I'm a girl. I don't need special treatment. I can't take your beatings and maybe just give you one back! I am tougher than I let on to be.
Also, I've also noticed that the guys I'm in class with tend to hang around other guys and talk about who-knows-what. I'm the one left out.  I'm not writing this out of pity just simple fact that I want to be thought of as not "the girl in class with guys" but as "just another of the guys". Trust me, I have to put up my own end of the deal and try to make friends with them but having a shy nature makes it hard. But I want to be a part of you joking around with others and not just sitting back and watching.